Your the only direction I see.

I dont know what im doing anymore,
i cant think from wrong to right,
all i'm thinking about is the next time I get to touch you,smell your scent and feel yr hand agaisnt mine once again,
which is I dont know when,
a long time maybe...

I wake up every morning,
Feeling heartbroken,
Knowing I wont get to see your face,
the face i got so used to for more than a year now,
It was never easy letting go,
and i'm not strong enough to do so now either,
I just cant wait to see you again.

Rite now,
Thats all im looking forward to..
I just hope that we will make it all the way to that day,
I too feel myself changing..
Into something more independant slowly but surely

In this period of confusion,
Fear has gotten its hands all over my heart,
and there's nothing i can do,
but just waiting in this dark corner and hoping,
Deep down..

Knowing I still L*** You
My heart has turned numb.

But even with all this darkness wrapped around me,
I still am enduring and pushing myself to make us happen.
So dont dissapoint me,
If anyone could see what I'm going through for us,
I think they'd be dead shock to know there's a person who has a heart like mine still living in this world.

I just found out I have an accounting test tomorrow,
Guess I'll be up studying the whole night again.
Gotta get studying (:

Looking at them,I wish you were here.

I shed tears when i play my guitar alone in my room,
Every song makes me think of us,
Always being alone without you,
Sitting here right now alone..
Makes it even harder..

Your busy with your life and I dont want to disturb you,
But looking at others happily wrapped around each other,
reminds me of how we used to wrap around each other.

Your arms around mine,
Mine around yours.
Its heartbreaking not having you around.

I was never into dating,
never into going out with other girls,
My love and affection is still for you.

I look forward to seeing you at night,
But sometimes your not free for me,
and sometimes you even find me annoying,
i'm kinda getting used to it..

I just really wish I could hold you right now.
Like how we used to.

success is better off shared

Dont you think?
Success is better off shared with teammates or someone special?
so what if your a big shot now?
and what if you have alot of money?
what if you won first place?
the feeling only lasts that long..
and the feeling is pointless..

I understand why people share now..
Stuff is better off being shared...
no matter victory or the small things..
share it..
you'll enjoy it (=

Bad news bad news and oh... whadda ya know.. more BAD NEWS!

I'm not the kind of person who likes to whine but i'm sick of all this,
sick of this feeling..
I cant wake up in the morning without hearing you shouting at me or slamming on my door,
I cant do my work in peace,
i'm always being questioned constantly,
where have I been?
Who was I out with?
Why do you have other people's stuff in your room?
Where did you get the money?
Who are you mixing with?

I'm not doing anything wrong..
I'm just being me..
I got work and assignments to do..
besides all that I have a test on saturday..
The only place where I can have peace is out of this house,
you dont even let me out nemore,
the only place I can go is for classes..

I'm so sick of you tie-ing me down,
Someone put a smile on my face..
I dont have the mood to smile..
Every phone call you'll be there to make sure who i'm talking to..
my room is like a public toilet now,you go in and out without knocking,
you unlock the door without knocking..

I'm just so sick of waking up,
give me something to look forward to..
cause the only time I can have peace now is when i'm on the LRT on the way to class.

I can't wait to leave

Stay Close,Don't Go

I havent been able to focus on the things I do lately,
My heart is constantly missing you,
Afraid of you moving on someday,
Thinking of how I would accept it if that day really comes,
I shouldnt be thinking bout it right now..

Emotions have been taking over me very aggresively lately,
I feel heavy just walking around these days,
looking at all my friends busy with their girlfriends,
I dont know how to say or what to say but singing makes me feel better,
And the best way to express this feeling is still the old fashioned way,
Mu$i€!! (:

Yes I admit,
I'm still in love with her,
very much in love in fact,
And here's how it goes,
Enjoy~

I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
is it half empty have i ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
but look through that
and you will see,
I'll do better, I know,
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don’t leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
amazed how I somehow managed to
sweep you off your feet girl,
your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted what you do.
But I'll do better, I know
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don’t leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.

And don't you know my heart is open, oh,
it's putting up the fight,
and I've got this feeling,
that everything's alright,
and don't you see,
I'm not the only one for you
but you're the only one for me.

If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone,

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don’t leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.

This is one of the ten reasons why I love you so much,
"No girl in this world can make me put up a fight for her the way you make me,
For you I can do things I nvr knew I could"

She's busy studying at the moment,
If I could,I would spend everynight serenading to her,
just like tonight,
Treasuring her till the day when I really lose her,
But this is reality and we humans are obliged to jobs and work,
So yeah.. I'm getting real!

Wishing her all the best of luck she can get for her first exams in aussie!

maximize her sexual pleasures!

This is how you do it!

When in bed with yr partner,
Always be DOMINANT! (chicks love it)
Show them that your always in control of them,
In other words,
Buffen up so you can take full control over them,
you call the shots,
you be the playmaker!
every position,
every posture,
you control it!

Flip them to go any side you want,
Give it to them hard and fast so that they enjoy it,
role play turns them on even more!
always hear the sound of how they moan,
it tells you whether yr hitting her in the right way,
make sure she's pleasured!

be creative!
dont stick to one position all the time,
change it,
unlike all the porn you watch they suck!
they are doing positions to best fit the camera and is not meant to be followed!
it doesnt pleasurize their partner to the max!

most people dont really care,
but honestly,
this could save yr lovelife or marriage!
Its important,
i'm serious!

Why I even bothered to learn this and share it to the world is because,
I wanna make sure I give my wife what she wants! and what she needs! in the future,
and I wanted to let more people know about this,
as it does help maintain yr marriage as well! (:

Give it to her Hard and Deeep!
Or let some other guy do it for her and you just watch!

I'm already feeling so happy for whoever who turns out to be my wife,
what a lucky gal she'll be! (;

Some of you who read this might think this is just horny,
but this could save yr love life,
so yea .. try to take it seriously (: