I Love you and this blog just as much,But perhaps this is Goodbye

I dont know where to throw my emotions,
I love this blog,
I really really do,
You made it for me,
I treasured it,
But i just cant afford to look at it if things really end,
its too hard for me,
I'm only human,
I just can't....

Things like life without you are going through my head,
My whole cupboard is full of memories of you,
memories of you are scaterred all around my room,
They're strong enough to keep me from moving on,
How do I start over without you..
At least not now..
I cant lift the memories of us and throw it all away,
Its just too heavy,
No matter how big I may grow or how long I've been to the gym,
No muscle in me is strong enough to lift it..

I dont know where to go,
no matter where I go,
Where i run,
What i do,
it all comes down to you,
How did I fall so crazily in love with you,
what happened...
You grew on me so tight in such a short period of time...

It doesnt matter now,
I'm afraid..
I really am,
I never saw this coming for us,
not at all..

words really cant express how I feel now,
its beyond words..
knowing me,
I see what crazy things i'll do after your gone..
I'm afraid...

I should let you go for yr happiness,
But I can't..
I dont know how to say it..
Tears wont stop flowing..
I'm just not in the mood for anything...
Feelings are jumping up and down...

I should let you go,
I'm pulling you down,
suffocating you..
I should let you go
Let you go...

Let her go...
Let her go..
Let her go...
Dont let her go...

I dont know!

Hit me with yr best shot,
Punch me as hard as you can,
Suddenly I dont feel a thing anymore,
I honestly think that if a car were to hit me now I wouldnt feel a thing..
Gimme yr best shot,
Nothing could hurt more than losing you..

I'm preparing for the worst,
watching all that i've build with you,
together as one..
falling down,
crashing down,
falling apart..
splitting from one into two..

Its not that I want to make it hard for you to let go,
I just cant ..
I dont have the heart to do it..

What is love?

Love isnt like a football game where you just simply put the ball in the net,
its not like fishing a fish out of water or just simply pulling a fish out of water,
its more than that..

Its complicated,
it can be scary sometimes,
it works in so many ways,
we cant understand...

It can be the best feeling you'll have in yr life,
and it can also be the worst..

I cant explain Love...
Someone explain it to me

Imaginations taking over

She wrote a song for him,
He wrote a song for her,
I wrote a song for a special someone,

So I wonder...
Will it ever be my turn to get a song from a special someone?
Is there someone out there that'll love me enough to that for me?
I'll be waiting to see (=

You'll be ringing in my head~

Though I won't be seeing you tonight,
You know it'll be alright,
for you know that a part of me is always thinking of you,
no matter whether its day or night..

cause when i'm up there,
i'll thinking of the both of you,
the pink round figure (=
and the slim sexy figure (=

All i'm saying is,
or rather what i want you to know is,
that even though i wont be seeing you tonight,
your already ringing me uptight..

and at the end of the day,
when i've collapsed in the soft feathers of my bed,
all that i'll be hearing...

Is the sound of you ringing in my head~ <3

I really want to win this

Its a popular game among all malaysians,
Its a game where races come together and where all sorts of racism suddenly doesnt seem to matter,
You havent lived till you've tried it,
you cant call yrself a complete malaysian boy till you've tried it,
Yes,I'm talking about football! =D

Well,Here's what I want to say for today,

My dad was a football player for his state,
He was a big shot football player,
He has trophies taller than me when i was a kid,
the friends he introduced me to were all big shot football players,
they played for their companies,
they played for their states,
they played for their country,
they all had their shot of glory during their teenage days...

I've won trophies,medals,prizes..
But never was it for my footsal or my football,
Everytime I enter a footsal competition,
I'd always end up 1 step away from the prize,

Yes,I really mean 1 step!
I always seem to lose out at the finals round,
2nd place was always what I got,
Never the first...
My dad always says I'm accurate,I have the muscle,the skills.. but i'm just not fast enough..

It may not matter to most people but it matters to me,
Never had I made my dad proud of my football before,
The upcoming MUFY games is coming,
This may be my last shot at making it right before I leave..

I really wanna go faster,

Been doing alot of runing lately,hopefully its enough? lol

Gotta get studying now,bye peoples~! (=